podcasting

My podcasting thingy is becoming so boring! This sux for real! I think ashlie and i are going to do ours about poetry and music. I'm just not sure what exactly to do it on. I think we're going to do ours about Dark poetry and music. the url is http://doubleagirls.mypodcast.com

Finishing our wiki

Our wiki is turning out to be alot of fun. I've discovered alot of good dark poets on http://www.darkpoetry.com/ its a pretty awesome site. This whole podcasting class has turned out to be pretty fun. I'm definitely enjoying it.

Our poetry wiki.

Ashlie and I are doing our wiki about poetry. I'm definetly going to enjoy this because I love to read and write poetry. Dark poetry is my favorite. I think I'm even going to start putting good poems on my blog.
I'm very excited about this. I love poetry because it's such a great outlet of personal expression. I like dark poetry in particular because it shows such real and deep emotions. It's all beautiful to me.

Good poem

I totally just found this awesome poem-

Underneath the Happy Face by-Jess Wood

Look her in the face, you see a young happy girl
Remove the mask and you see a hideous, deformed creature
Frightened and scared, all alone, worthless and no good
Crying tears of blood, pain, suffering all her life

Looking for a way out, the tears run down
She puts on the mask, and all is well
Once again she is a beautiful, happy girl
But underneath it all, the tears of blood still flow.

falalala

So now my research paper isn't going quite as bad as I thought before. Although, that's probably because I'm b.s.ing it. I have also realized I have an addiction to blogging.lol. So I am totally borededed now. All these dramatic decisions are starting to really stress me out. This guy from pcub that i used to like and date is now wanting me to go back out with him or whatever and I'm so confusededed! Idk what to do about all this mess! I'm definitely glad to be back here though. At home my mother was really starting to get on my nerves. Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be a professional poet?
I was trying to write some poetry the other day because I used to all the time, and it was really crappy.lol. Then for Rhea's class we had to look up a blog on the internet that we liked and i discovered that no one really writes any good dark poetry anymore! It's so tragic ! and i haven't written in so long that I can't think of anything to write about! Maybe in a few days I can think of something to write and put on here!

more crap about the first day!

I'm still here on the first day back. I have absolutely no idea what to write about for my research paper, but I definetly have discovered that I definitely dont want to be a social worker. Thats becoming the most boring thing ever.
Besides my research project being crappy there is so much drama getting spread around here! It's ridiculous! Everyone is spreading rumors about lesbians and hobags and all kinds of other untrue crap.
I cant wait til down under tonight. I just hope it stops raining.
I talked to Nancy again last night about going to Princeton University while we're in New Jersey and she said we can either go there or to Hershey Park "what would I rather do?". It's so irritating! Now I have to choose between fun or future, but I definitely think I'd rather go to Princeton.
Now this whole thing has just come out about four governer's school kids having swine flu which is definitely scary seeing as they are staying on campus with us. It's freaky!
I'm definitely dreading having two more classes today! osteology will probably be so boring! I wish it was tommorrow so I'd have podcasting again!

first day back

Omgeez the first day back at upward bound this week has been brutal. It was raining quite hard earlier and mary jo and I had to share my tiny little umbrella, so both of us and all of our stuff got soaked. Luckily it stopped raining but it still looks kind of dark outside.
Writing my research paper isnt going too well. I really wanted to write it on being a professional cellist but there wasnt enough information so I have to write it on being a social worker. That's definetly not wat im passionate about so blech! well this class is over so i gotsta go.

First week of Summer Session

My first week at the summer session has definetly been fun. I've met alot of new people and made alot of new friends. I enjoy all of my classes except for algebra 2 and act english and reading. I especially like podcasting and psychology.
When everyone arrived at the start of this week they all were very happy and excited, but now that its getting later in the week people have really came down. Its thursday and at this point we all are tired and crabby and getting tired of each other. I'd say that next week will probably be like this too. People will be happy on monday and angry by friday.
Alot of my friends have gotten really homesick, but I'm actually dreading going back home tommorrow. It really sucks. I'm gonna try to sleep through saturday and most of sunday so that way it'll go by quicker and I can come back here and be all happy again.
Upward Bound is an amazing program and everyone is always so nice. Unlike normal school, here everyone is really friendly and no matter who you are or what you look like everyone wants to be your friend. It's AWESOME!!!!
My greek team is Zeta Chi and its totally cool except for the fact that its led by Grace and she calls me satan. I definetly think we are totally gonna win that greek team trophy again this year.
My interest group is my favorite part of the whole summer program. I'm in the culinary arts group. Brian leads our group which is great(he gave me brewer bucks for making fun of Grace), and I'm in the cooking group(cooler) not the baking group. So we get to do two cooking nights, one is italian and the other is soul food. I'm so excited about doing the italian one because we're making chicken spiedeli, fettucini alfredo(we're making our own noodles and sauce), and we're doing a ceasar salad and making our own italian dressing. It's going to be AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So upward bound is turning out amazing so far. I can not wait til the Philadelphia trip because Mary Jo and I are really wanting to go to Princeton while we're there. Princeton University is where I'm planning on going and its less than an hour away from where we'll be staying. So Mj and I brought up the idea to Brian and he said that if we make a proposal he would totally present it to Nancy! I'm so excited! Plus next summer I think I'm going to try to get into govener school and Brian said that since his wife works there and apparently is an important person he said that if I drop his name I can probably get in alot easier! It's so amazing! Upward Bound is turning out to be extremely beneficial to me. When I first joined the program I never imagined it would be so helpful, but now I would reccomend that anyone who is planning on attending college join upward bound.

All about totally wonderful me!!!

My name is Autumn McDaniel. I'm a junior at Carter High School. Now I am currently at Upward Bound at the University of Tennessee!!! Another totally awesome thing about me is that when I get older I'd like to go to Juliard and become a professional cellist! Plus I'm a totally wacky laughy person, but I do have my brutally honest moments! But I love most ppl. I am definetly a christian too!!! I love Jesus and I love my church Outcast Fellowship! We're a new church and we're currently meeting at the carmike theater on millertown pike on sunday mornings at 10:37. Yea i know its an odd time but its easy to remember.lol. Anybody that wants to visit my church is more than welcome so come on in!! Theres lots more to say but I'm running out of time so SEE YA!!!!

what i probably don't know

What i know is that this class is about podcasting and digital media.
What i want to know is everything i don't know about podcasting and digital media which is basically everything. I also want to know why Rhea doesn't seem to remember me from Carter!
What i learned...