A Dream.

Flooded with pain,
Filled with despair.
Depression owns
Her now lost cares.
Forever searching,
For the one.
The one who will be,
Her setting sun.
The one who hears,
Her desperate pleas.
The one who shares,
Her deepest needs.
The one who bleeds,
When hers runs dry.
The one who sees,
Through all her lies.
Who shares the mask,
Of cheerful smiles.
Who sits in darkness,
All the while.
Who holds her hand,
While she hurts most.
Who feels the pain,
In all her boasts.
Who lies with her,
In midnight seas.
Who swears that
He will never leave.

......

Two hearts bleeding,
Together as one.
You are my only,
You are my sun.
My passion for life,
My reason to breathe.
The light of my life,
You set me free.

Idiots

Well, boys are so stupid and creepy. Now this retarded one is like stalking me and its getting so old. And the boy that I've liked/secretly had other feelings for doesn't even know it! or if he does he's acting like he doesn't. This is so depressing. I want him to wake up and see it! Then this other guy that I liked on and off obviously knows I like him, but just keeps on playing. It's sad that I can never get the guys I want but I'm bombarded with the guys that I don't want. ugh this is so stupid and depressing, but whatever. .......